Today I was reminded that I actually have a blog. And so I came here. Initially, felt a pang of guilt for not upkeeping this site but on second thought, there's nothing to feel guilty about! This is my blog and I can do whatever I want with it :P Nevertheless, I decided to post something, and so I clicked new post!
I'm aware that my last post was over a year ago. My writing style has probably changed? Haha! more matured, hopefully :D I figured I should write something every now and then so as to keep my English in check now that I will not be writing any essays (lol) and also to reflect on the events in my life. However, the internet is freaky so I haven't decided whether I should write my thoughts here or somewhere more private. I think I can lock my blog right? But i have to learn how. haha.
I have graduated from dhs! A few months back actually :P Honestly, time literally flies. It's so strange that time can pass so quickly and yet drag on slowly, depending on what you are doing. I have had a few months of holiday so far. I worked from Jan-May and earned some money. Now I'm busy enjoying time to myself! Some holiday plans were unfortunately cancelled, was pretty hurt there, but I'm over it.
Now that there's only a month left till uni starts, I feel a mixture of anticipation, excitement and apprehension. Ambivalence! Big word:D I don't really know what to expect even though I have been warned of culture shock. I'm going to be staying on campus too. I know I'm still in Singapore, but I wonder if I'll miss my parents and how my parents will cope with one less person in the house. I know! There's always the weekend to go home, but I just can't help but wonder! Aside from that, I'm going to live with another person! She's someone I know, but living together is a whole new issue. Will she be able to stand my habits? And will I be able to get used to hers? I really hope so. We didn't come off an excellent start like I hoped.. so the worrying sets in. One more, will I be able to cope with my studies? I don't simply want to cope hough, I really want to do well. It's the final stage of my schooling life.. the stage where i'm earning the cert that comes under scrutiny when I enter the working world.
eek! My father just showed me a semi-dead cockrach that he swatted. That gave me shivers down my back.. I hate cockroaches.
Of course, life is full of worries, but there's joy too! I have been swooning over a korean idol, ys, from a korean band. :) They came to Singapore for a fan meet today! I didn't get to go for the fan meet but still, there are live updates from fellow fans online. Can't wait for the fanvids to be uploaded! Haha, yes, that's the fangirl side of me.
Okay, I'm feeling sticky, going to to bathe now. Dear blog, aren't you glad your owner's back to see you? teehee.
9:03 PM by moomoo
SESAME! ^^ 
